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Sunday, July 12, 2009
hey hey(: argh i've got so much to say! haha. right, firstly, i need to let you know that now and then, i will MIA. cause im sorta banned from the computer yea ): so yes i'll blog and use the computer very seldom now. but do continue to tag yea(: keep it alive! haha :P anyway, school's been pretty fine this week(: again, Miss Chew didnt come for the whole week. whoots! :D haha! no offence luh. but i think i do my math work better(in some ways) when she isnt around. hehs. oh and training has resumed. but i didnt train this week as im down with flu and cough. so in the end, i was asked to shoot(: and i dont know why, my finger was bleeding -.- hah. but its pain okay. hees. after training, went to eat and rest, wash up. and lessons. whoo, had no hmt that day so was free after school! :D HAHA. thursday, went to school. didnt run. but instead ran 2.4km during PE! D: yes, survived though(: argh can you imagine, NAPFA's this friday?! D: great, good luck peeps(: and myself :P hope i can maintain the standard i got last year (: haha. oh then, after recess, smth really awful happened to me D: and i dont know what's the cause :/ anyway after school, went cp ate LJS. then we had all the secret talks excluding V :P and she thought we were backstabbing her or smth. her actions were kinda.. funny? hehs. yea, came up with a plan le. then we lied to her saying we all had to go home. annddd in order to make her believe, i took the train back with her. while the rest waited at cp for me. we were gonna get V's present(: so she alighted at hougang and i alighted at kovan then went back to cp to meet R, T & XM(: left about 5plus, 6 then homed(: friday, went to school. plan for V's celebration backfired so had to plan a new one. so after my hmt, went to meet peeps. then we decided, there wasnt anymore surprise. okay but well contented somehow(: thanks a lot girls for your concern and for being there for me(: loveyougirls<3 oh man, just recived news that there's training tmrw D: SO SUDDEN! D: sigh. pray hard that i'll do fine and survived. that my fitness and stamina is still there. freaked out :/ why does it seems like things are always going against our wish? was it a wrong move, a mistake that day? why is it always like this? feeling really upset, but i cant do anything. perhaps it was not the right thing to do. therefore He's doing things this way for me to go back to the right path. if so, i cant and i wont blame Him. i can only blame myself for choosing the wrong path, be angry and upset with myself. who else can i turn to but Him? the only thing i can do is to talk to Him. why does he always have to be like this? its really upsetting. but i cant hate him or anything. cause i have to love my enemy let alone him when he's not even my enemy. besides, its better to be friends then enemy. guess its time i wake up and realize.. true enough, something happened. they tell me not to think too much into it but then, i was right. i was really angry and upset when i learned about it. what more can i expect in future? time and again, i really have nothing to say. you dont mean what you say, you dont mark your words. it wasnt even five days, much less a week nor a month! sometimes, i just feel like hating you. but i know its not the right thing to do. to be frank, i was really disappointed and angry. i no longer know if you're trustworthy, no longer know when you're telling the truth and when you're not.. still, i thank Him for it. if not for Him, i think i'll still be walking the wrong path, going the wrong way.. its just time for me to wake up and realize.. |
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