Profile [Nicole] [28 August] [Netball] Tagboard Exits 1E2'09 6.2 '08 Aerina Amzar Andrea Bryan Charlene Chermaine Chloe Claudia Donovan Elaine Feynman Gabriel Geraldine Glynis Grace Jacintha Jacques Jamson Javier Jia Min Jian Fu Jie Ming Joyce Jun Ning Kai Ling Li Jun Li Shuan Li Yi Lynnette Mandy Marilyn Melvin Milly NVnetball Rachel Rebecca Ryan Ryan Lim Sabina Samantha Shafeeqah Sharlene Shi Ming Shirely Si Hui Sin Yee Ting Ting Tissany Tricia Trudy Valentina Wan Qin Wan Yi Wei ting Wei Yao Wen Hui Xiao Min Xin Yi Yang Gin Yu Ting Archives August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 June 2011 July 2011 September 2011 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Friday, May 29, 2009 Whoa im tired, totally drained.. so tired that i didnt even have time to post this week until now, even though exams are over.. haha Last day of school before holidays(: Morning, went to school,ran 1km(: Wah the rest all slack one lor only 7 of us ran.. haha, nah just kidding la(: After that went to change and XinYi started checking our attires.hahaha. funny. Morning assembly was really long today.. was a bore.. Went back to class then went to D&T room, was my last D&T lesson for the year): Gonna start HE the next semester. Helped Mdm Tan with the report books then went for music. English, free period, was quite funny though. Math, then 2nd period went to the hall for some exam analysis for the whole of sec 1. hah E2 didnt do very well i must say. Next, recess, then after recess went back to class. Got back report book, its bad.. Dismissed, stayed in class with the rest and waited for Rebecca and Eberlyn to collect their report book. After that went rp for lunch and back to school to play netball/train for tmrw's North Zone Carnival(: Then Miss Loo came and taught XiaoMin and i to shoot. Hmm im having a little prob there cause im a little not use to the 'new method' of shooting.Well i just gotta practice more and hopefully be able to master it soon(: Haha Xiaomin pro, now can shoot so well. whoo~ grats(: After that played game and this time round, i fell D: aww.. tmrw still got game.. haha. but its okay! I wont die(: hehs. Just concentrate, work hard and jiayous! Jiayous to netballers, can do it de(: Anyway there was no more game after i fell, hahaha. Thanks XiaoMin and Javier for treating my wound, hehs. and thanks everyone else(: was sitting outside General Office and JiCai & friend was walking to the general office. Then saw my knee and lalalalalalalalalala.(hehs sorry, lazy to say what happen) but funny la, haha. So fast and it's been 2 or 3 months without me realising it.. and sad to say/see that you're going back to study. Just not too long ago i was still thinking if you'll be leaving, hoping not though. You really remind me of stranger. Why? You really really remind me of stranger. Everytime i see you, i'll just be reminded of stranger and i'll think of stranger so everytime i see you i feel... i dont know. You're like stranger in certain ways and really, im reminded of stranger everytime i see you. Thus, kinda hope you would be staying but i know its not gonna happen. Perhaps i'll still see you in NV in future(MAYBE) like what Mr Lim said about you guys coming back.. Sigh sigh.. Yesterday Went to school, ran 1km. Lessons blablablablablablablablablablablabla. haha sorry. After school had training. Did corridor then started court work. Whoa! 3 days of training in a row this week! *phew, its over. Training ended at 6 plus going 7. Went rp, ate something light. then bused home with gaygaybo<3 style="font-weight: bold;">Wednesday Self-training in the morning. 2km run, steps, sprints, passes, ball work.. After training, went rp with the team, bought bubble tea. And i recieved an sms about Singapore's 1st H1N1 case. aww.. Went back school, met Miss Loo, im playing this saturday(: School was only for 1.5 hours lor,shiok! Reason being, it was prefect's investiture day.. Doesnt concern us Sec1 so we get to go off early. whoo(: haha. Went rp, lunch then went back school with Javier for HMT.. Afterwhich went cp, bought smth and went to find Trudy , Vivian, XinYi and Aerina.. Was held up in the bus, argh, feeling so pissed about what happen la. Anyway, im drained D: Tuesday Cant really rmbr what happened in detail but yea had training. Ended late and got home really late.. ah, tired! gah. Monday, May 25, 2009 What hurts the most, was being so close I dont know why but i find this quite true.. Quite applicable for me now.. I really cant hold on any longer, im begging you. I tried to hold back my tears a few times today, and i finally know i am not that strong after all.. Please, im gonna break down soon, anytime. Dont do this to me, its feels terrible. Im really praying hard and hoping hard, please.. *Hoping for things not to go wrong Sunday, May 24, 2009 What's wrong, what's happening? Why are we so strained all of a sudden, why the sudden ignorance and all? Just what is happening or what has happened? I'm really lost.. Can you at least tell me what's wrong? You have no idea how upset i am.. Im tired.. I dont know how much longer i can hold on, someday i may just break down. Please.. I feel really weak and hurt inside. I really dont wish for anything unhappy/bad to happen. i hope to hear smth good soon. Im praying hard.. I dont want anything to happen between us, i really hope we're fine, perfectly fine. I miss those times and those days, how i wish time would stood still at those times. Those were the best times.. Please, pretty pretty please. I dont want to lose another good/close friend like you. All im asking is for us to be fine, for everything to be alright. I hope to be able to talk to you soon and to see you soon. After saying so much, it all boils down to one main point.. And i really asking Him for strength and guidance, i dont know how much longer can i hang in there.. Once again, im hoping & im praying hard.. Don't know why I'm surviving every lonely day When there's got to be no chance for me My life would end And it doesnt't matter how I cry My tears of love a waste of time if I turn away Am I strong enough to see it through? Go crazy is what I will do If I can't have you I don't want nobody, baby If I can't have you, uh-huh, ah If I can't have you I don't want nobody, baby If I can't have you, uh-huh, ah Can't let go And it doesn't matter how I try I gave it all so easily to you my love To dreams that never will come true Am I strong enough to see it through? Go crazy is what I will do If I can't have you I don't want nobody, baby If I can't have you, uh-huh, ah If I can't have you I don't want nobody, baby If I can't have you, uh-huh, ah Whoots another one week of school and the holidays are here! haha! but it only means more intense training.. hehs. Anyway yea must jiayou! :D Sigh im starting to miss hgp, everything about it.. I miss the people, especially the clique and the netballers i miss playing netball & frisbee i miss going to SSC i miss hanging out with (whoever it may be) i miss everything! aww.. Friday, May 22, 2009 All around me are familiar faces Worn out places, worn out faces Bright and early for their daily races Going nowhere, going nowhere Their tears are filling up their glasses No expression, no expression Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow No tomorrow, no tomorrow And I find it kinda funny I find it kinda sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you I find it hard to take When people run in circles It's a very, very mad world mad world Children waiting for the day they feel good Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday And I feel the way that every child should Sit and listen, sit and listen Went to school and I was very nervous No one knew me, no one knew me Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson Look right through me, look right through me And I find it kinda funny I find it kinda sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you I find it hard to take When people run in circles It's a very, very mad world ... mad world Whoa Vistarian Road Run today. My very first experience, hoho.. Met peeps at Seng Kang mrt station, outside 7 eleven. Then took the lrt, it was seriously packed. Reached, then went to assemble. Eww there were lots of millipede and centipede la. Everyone was like calling for Cheyenne and Rachael the whole time.. They were the heroines, hehs. Anyway there were 8 races altogether, sec 1 boys started first followed by sec 1 girls etc etc.. Then, it was time for me to run! haha. Was only aimming for top 50 but guess what? I came in 12! (: Whoots! haha. Won a medal, yay (: Congrats to all who did well, especially Trudy who came in 1st, Vivian being the 2nd and Javier being 3rd etc etc. Great job, nice run yea (: Thanks Xin Yi and Wen Yi for your encouragements and running with me(: However there's someone whom i really should thank. Without this person, i doubt i'll be running 2km every morning and without it i dont think i would even get top 20. Guess some of you already know who im talking about(: Yeap its none other than Miss Loo :D Thanks a lot! :D After the event, went to some Japanese Restaurant at Raffles City with the usual people to celebrate Xiao Min's belated birthday(: And thanks Eberlyn for booking it(: Then went to walk around for a while and homed(: Take care and rest well Vivian(: Yesterday Nothing much happened. Went to school but didnt go for run. However PE was 2km run, haha! So in the end i still ran my 2km, hehs. After that played Captain's Ball, Veritas & Justitia against Fidelis & Integritas. Fidelis and Integ won.. Then during science lesson, while Miss Chang was going through the exams papers, there's this moth that's rather big that flew into my class, and the girls in front started screaming? lol. Fly fly fly and PHAK! The moth flew into the fan! *OUCH!* It was cut by the fan, broken into half(from what i heard) and almost everyone started screaming.. It landed at Jacqueline's and Lim Wan Yi's area. Then they screamed and immediately got out off their seats. lol. And all the kaypohs started coming and crowding around to see what happened. Wah Yao Dong, used his bare hands and threw the moth into the bin. ewwwwww!! haha. Then everyone went out of the class to see and i heard they were able to see the bone or smth like that and the wings were still moving?! ugh. As a result, lesson was stopped and that was how school ended.. LOL! Finale of American Idol, Kris Allen won.. I expected Adam Lambert to win la, was quite surprised lor. Cause i thought Adam was a better singer? Oh well.. Wednesday, May 20, 2009 had netball training today. was alright la but whoa i perspired a lot. hehs. oh and today was my first time doing steps. lots of thanks to those who encouraged me(: whoa it's Xiao Min's and Ting Ting's birthday today! Happy birthday girls! :D sang birthday song for xiaomin a few times, hehs. bought her a cake and celebrated together with the rest after school(: zhang da le orh! haha. same goes to ting ting too, hees. aww i really hope that what i once kept thinking about will not happen again. and i really dont wish for anything to happen. really, please. i hope everything's fine between us. once again, i really hope we're fine and nothing will happen to us. please please please. please dont ignore me, and please try not to cause me to get the wrong idea and be upset/worried ): please.. im praying hard. talk soon.. Tuesday, May 19, 2009 Whoa got back our papers/results for MYE today. Didnt do very well, in fact i think i did quite badly. Sigh.. I really gotta buck up and study hard to do well in the final year exam, i cant afford to retain. argh): For those who didnt do very well either, cheer up too yea(: Let's all work hard towards the end of year(: Whoo had netball game today(: didnt really play though, was just a short one. after that was watching the seniors play(: then miss loo wanna see us so went to find her. then bla bla.. and after that played netball with the team(: sigh feeling kinda troubled/moody.. i need my listening ears and i want them. but where are they, and i dont dare to approach my ears.. sigh.. can my listening ears really be there for me? i really hope so.. please i need you, really. i dont feel good, im troubled, upset, unhappy, moody, whatever it is.. just hope to be able to go up to you soon, seriously.. i miss those times/days Friday, May 15, 2009 whee~ whoots MYE's finally over! :D yea actually it ended yesterday but i didnt have the time to post. school ended at 8.30am yesterday(: cool huh? haha. met the rest outside class after exams and carried out our plan for Eberlyn's surprise birthday celebration in advance :D haha. hees lied to Eberlyn that Rebecca and Trudy had to go home due to certain reasons and they wont be able to join us to celebrate at Vivo when in fact they went to get the cake :P then after they left, we took bus 80 to vivo. was a long journey but just as well since it was still early(: Vivian, Xin Yi and Xiao Min slept, haha. Vivian slept till the most shuang one, hehs. was msging Rebecca updating each other about the situation. haha. Trudy and her were rotting at Hougang Mall while waiting for us to reach Vivo. reached, msged Rebecca again then they went to buy the cake and left. Went to get napkins and lighter for the cake then went Skypark. Rebecca msged, saying the reached le. Vivian and i pretended we needed the toilet and went to Food Republic to meet them. haha then yay brought the cake in(: Eberlyn was surprised! :D yay so we kinda succeeded in tricking her. actually we almost spilt everything out bit by bit lor.. *phew! the cake was yummy!(: haha. took some pictures then went to decide on a movie to watch. decided to watch The Un-invited with the rest. then went to slack/play and homed while the rest continued slacking somewhere else in hougang i think? hees. anyway yesterday was kinda great? (: *at the same time, sorry Vivian. Im glad everything's fine now((: Had training today(: it was actually more of a team bonding session(: pretty relax, was fun though. whoa i finally ran 2km today. haha. many many thanks to Rebecca for running with me, encouraging me etc(: loveyaloads!<3 not forgetting Vivian and Lillia(: Thanks! :D after training went cp, ate cup noodles and drank cup walker. ahaha. love the seven of us all.. Wednesday, May 13, 2009 back(: great, MYE is kinda over, im just left with listening compre tmrw(: hope i'll pass everything(: haha if not i'll be dead.. oh and training's starting soon D: like this friday? kinda reluctant.. cause im scared, haha! i havent trained for a really long time! neither have i ran. but oh well it'll just start sooner or later. just hope i can cope and catch up with the rest and that i can be chosen for school team next year. hehs :P had geo paper today, was alright la i thought(: then waited for those who had to take HE. later, went to lunch and homed(: i wonder what's wrong with me today.. started thinking all about the thing in the midst of geo exam today. then after that felt so moody the whole day that i could think till i.... yea you know. haha. but seriously im really very scared and worried lor.. hope that that will never happen, haha. sigh.. why do i have to keep thinking about it.. im scared, and im sad.. Saw you walk in to the room Thought i'd try to talk to you Babe am i every glad you wanted me too Its been two years to the day half the time I've been away i know I'm not there enough but that is gonna change cause I'm coming back to show you that I'm keeping the promise that i made When i'm with you I'll make every second count cause i miss you, whenever your not around when i kiss you i still get butterflies years from now I'll make every second count when I'm with you Yeah we've had our ups and downs but we've always worked them out babe am i ever glad we got this far now still i'm lying here tonight wishing i was by your side cause when i'm not there enough nothing feels right so i'm coming back to show you that I'll love you the rest of my life when i'm with you I'll make every second count cause i miss you, whenever your not around when i kiss you i still get butterflies years from now i'll make every second count when i'm with you when i'm with you whatever it takes im not gonna break the promise i made when i'm with you I'll make every second count cause i miss you when i'm with you I'll make every second count cause i miss you, whenever your not around when i kiss you i still get butterflies years from now i'll make every second count when i'm with you when i'm with you when i'm with you when i'm with you Saturday, May 9, 2009 hey~ im back. sorry, i know i havent updated my blog for a while.. its exam period you see. yea.. another one week and exams will be over! yay :D haha since i've got nothing much to post now, i guess i'll just post about the week? Monday had english paper. thought it was still alright la. after that went eberlyn's house. planned to study de.. in the end i only revised a little :x haha.. but it was a great time there with the rest(: after that went macs and chatted. then homed with gaybo and gaygaybo :D Tuesday school was as per normal.. first two period was D&T. didnt managed to complete my model and the rest of the class too. so we had to stay back after school. after school had history remedial then went for D&T. and i got burnt, ouch! Wednesday instead of starting school at 11, we started at 7.25. but! we ended early as a result :D COOL. ended at 11 ehh.. haha. after that, ate at LJS and went eberlyn's house again. this time round, i really studied(: haha yay. while some were playing table tennis.. then went BK to study and homed with gaybo and gaygaybo again(: Thursday whoa i went for 1km run that day! yay. haha. and i participated in PE(: hehs. english lesson, ms lalitha told us our english CA marks. i got second highest in class(: wow.. cant believe.. haha.. but. the score isnt all that good though.. must work harder! :D after school went to mac with ah-ky and eberlyn to study. we really studied ehh(: then lesbo came to join us. studied till 5plus and went popular to get some stuffs then homed(: you know what, i never felt so hardworking before(in a way) i slept at 1.30am just to study for science and history the nest day. yea i know last min is not that good but ya.. haha :P Friday exams were back D: had science and history, the two papers everyone was studying and fretting for.. haha. i just hope i wont fail badly :/ then after exams went futurepark. stayed there for a while and bused with gaybo and gaygaybo<3 now gotta study hard for math and geo.. afterwhich im left with listening compre and exams will be over :D yes! jiayous & all the best! to everyone having exams and myself :P haha. cause exams arent over, i'll still be away for a while yea. will be back when i can(: continue to tag though, haha.