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Saturday, September 17, 2011
So much has happened recently.. Its too much for me to accept. I feel tired and weak, mentally and emotionally. I wish i could just control my tears each time. Life is just so fragile.. With so much that has happened, it dawned on me that the friendships is this school is superficial and that's when i'm truly thankful for the friendships in Church :) There's so much to say but its not easy putting it into words. Just so tired of everything.. Saturday, July 9, 2011
Back here again.. Seriously look what's happening. I can't believe this is becoming of us. And i hate to say this, its definitely not entirely true of course, but it seems like i wasted 11months of my time. 11months and its gone in a flash. Don't you at least feel smth? I'm disappointed and angry. The more i think about the whole incident from start, the more angered i am and all the more do i feel like scolding you. I don't wish to say this but again, i hate your guts(its the third time im saying this, you can imagine how much i really do hate your guts huh). You are such a cowarddd. Be someone respectable please. At least let me know i didn't waste 11 months of my time for nothing, for someone like you. Even if i lose to someone, i should lose because that person is better than me and not because you suck. It actually turns out you are worse than someone whom i thought was worse. Look, im comparing you with that someone, how terrible is that.. At least it seems like that someone is better than you. If you don't want to start cause you don't want to end, then don't even start with asking for number. dumbbbbb. screw you, screw that 11 months, screw everything. Wednesday, June 8, 2011
Seems like blogger is the only place where i can pour out my feelings. Today.. It was the first time i almost teared in front of you. I don't know why, seriously. I don't usually react like this in front of you but... Sigh. You're just not getting the best out of me. In fact you don't really need me. But because of this issue, i'm contemplating so much whether to go Tuao or not. I don't know whether to continue working hard and not go Tuao, thinking i'll get a chance of getting in or to just give up and go Tuao, knowing the chance is of a lesser percentage. You tell me, what should i do? Sunday is the last day to sign up for Tuao and up till now, i've yet to decide whether to go when everyone is encouraging me to. Just for netball. And i have been thinking about this issue for weeks, weeks. Sigh whatever, i'm still gonna have to make a decision by sunday. Under the hoooottttttttt sun today and am burnt! Even though i applied a little of sunblock. Guess the sun is just too hot? Haha. Gonna stay at grandma's tonight and going for chalet tmrw :) Will be away from home for 2 nights, haha. But somehow, i feel i'll miss papa.. Hmmmmm. Weird but oh well. Really got to appreciate him for everything he has done for me :)) Life isn't always smooth sailing Tuesday, June 7, 2011
Starhub failed me on friday night and I was left with nothing to do, no computer, no television. Looked through many photos in my comp while waiting and many memories flashed back with strong feelings. Turns out that the happy times in the past are still strongly attached in my mind. Whoever it may be with. But those times were never forgotten and never will be. Even though things are no longer the same but at least memories are left to constantly remind us how we should live our life. Kinda thankful for Starhub to fail me actually. It was really a good chance for me to reflect on the past :) Friday, March 25, 2011
Just realized i haven't updated in a month. Who bothers anyway, no one reads :) Even i myself haven't visited it in a while. The march hols flew past so quickly.. School life is getting even more tiring and busy. Mid-years are coming and i feel nothing about it yet. I really hope i don't screw my mid-years. Living life each day, being glad that i lived past the days.. Ahh whatever, bye, im crapping anyway. Thursday, February 17, 2011
School's been realy hectic.. Anyways. Came across a book recently and i actually bothered to read. Wow. Anyway i decided to read because its interesting. At least to me. In a sense where the character in the book actually faced a situation which i once faced and am probably still coping with it. Still reading on, i've yet to know the ending but one thing for sure is that the character achieved her goal. It really amazes me as to how i actually found the book. It feels as though He's telling me smth through the book or smth, like a source of encouragement. The wonders of God :) Monday, February 7, 2011
Its interesting when you read others writing with such deep meaning behind, using profound words. For me personally, it gives me the urge me to read on. I was in awe when i came across a blog with long yet profound posts. Being able to see how one's standard is a far cry as compared to others. Its interesting :) |
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